I guess I'll be lonely forever. No one will ever fall in love with me. It makes me cry. I don't want to spend my old years alone. I want to have someone that I could kiss, hug or just talk about some unimportant things. Just to know that someone wait for me and misses me. Someone who really love me. Who I can trust. Is it too much? I just want to be happy with that someone. To live without thoughts that I don't have anyone.

Sometimes I wonder if I can love. So far i have never feel this feeling. Maybe I can't. Maybe there's no love in this cruel world. Maybe it is just a fiction of our head? But I know that deep inside in my heart there is a little scintilla of hope that someday somewhere I'll meet that someone. That I'll be the happiest person in the whole world!!! Unfortunatelly it is really small one...

I have never been in love ... is it good? I think so ... Cause I have got that lovely freedom! No control from person you love. I can say that somehow I'm a happy girl. Girl? heh almost a woman, but it's not about it...

Let's think. Love. It's a relative concept. All of us can say something different about it. It doesn't have any definition, cause we're not able to state it.

One day my best friend sad that she want to fall in love. But why people want that feeling so much? Only because of closeness? So far love brings with itself pain and tears. Do people really need it so much that don't thing about those dark sides?

 THEY JUST WANT TO LOVE AND BE LOVED !! that's everything. It's not a big thing. They want to be accepted, feel safely and don't imagine their lifes without that only person! It's so beautiful. I want to feel it too! Like all lonely humans. IT'S A PERFECT FEELING !! Maybe someday I will meet guy who won't see anything else beside me and my love to him. Maybe someday I will be happy. I only wonder if it would happen here - in Poland or there - in Scotland.